Riotstarter's Journals

Questions...?

Don't you just hate those people that are so insecure that all they do is talk about other people to make themselves feel better?

Or the kinds that set themselves up or put themselves in awkward situtations and act like they had no idea?

Well I'm not sure if that made sense, just had to get it out there.

Umm :S

I'm so confused... Where'd all my friends go?

Yess;; PRETTY SEXYY

So exams are finally over! I swear it was the longest two days of my life, especially today! I actually passed my Science and Math 80% and 70%. I was so surprised :-) Haha. I'm going shopping tomorrow with Courtney but we're only going to Langley I was hoping Metrotown or Bellisfair or atleast Guildford but oh well Langley it is! Haha Kailey that picture was soooo sexyy ;) Ooooh damnn that boy lol can't wait for it to be sunny so we can go to the beach...and yah. Hopefully I'll work soon 'cause I really need some money. I think the balance on my bank card is like $1.00 or something like that. Wow. How sad. Yummy. I'm excited for the summer (parties, not sleeping, shopping, no school, doing whatever, whenever) but then I'm disappointed in a way that schools over. I mean theres so much stuff I was hoping to do this year that I probably won't have a chance to do next year :( Maybe he'll fail or something **wiggles eyebrows** Haha Kailey. Overall school being out is a good thing :) Although I might not see Brooke, Raachel, Sam and people like them alot over the summer :( thats the only downside pretty much and NO MORE PE :'(

Anyway, It's Hailey Brown's birthday party next Tuesday hopefully some exciting people show... ya no who haha we made a list :-)

It's not so badd

So its been like 67 days since I've posted a journal...

Theres only 6 days of school left. I really need to catch up...if want to pass...which i do. Also, my year-end socials studies project is due on Monday and I haven't even started :'( I don't know how I'm going to do it. Since ya know its on 12 different things how am i supposed to have all the done by monday and all my other missing work? I do not know. Plus I work on Saturday and probably Sunday as well even though I was going shopping but yeah. I'm even missing work in Art what the heck is wrong with me? Grrrrr, And I'm sick so i missed another day of school today..and a half day yesterday. But hopefully my mom will bring my socials home so I can atleast start my year-end project mann....Haha I went to go watch two pitch last night with Hailey B and my Mom and the game ended up being cancelled like 20 minutes before it was supposed to start Bullshit.

But anyways I think I should make an attempt at that project now that i think about it if i wasn't missing a bunch of work in all my other classes I would have time to do my project but seeing as the project is worth like 20% of my mark which is all ready not good I think it might be kind of more important then a fish border for art...or test corrections in math oohh wait I finished the corrections huh? I should hand those in... yep yep yep

Okay yeah

Title:

Well um,

I attempted to go to bed at a reasonable time tonight....which was a couple of hours ago. Once again I can seem to sleep. This summer I plan on going parachuting with my dad and step brother....should be fun. I think I'd rather go skydiving or bungee jumping but I'll take parachuting. It's cold in my house...yep true story or is it storey hmmm I dont really know. Today I thought Courtney had seriously finally lost her mind. She was seriously talking some pretty crazy shit. Then I thought she was mad at me...but im not quite sure why....yeah. And some strange man whose name is Strange Man answered her phone on monday night i think he was drunk as his speach was slurred and he seemed VERY confused lolz. Im trying to type quietly so I dont wake people up but its not going so well hehe. Hmmmm I love wow i meant to say/type I think I'll go post some pics. Holy CRAP the light behind me is dying i think.....it keeps flickering but everytime i look at it it stops... :S maybe im the one losing my mind. Wow this is freaky. Okay well yeah oh right off to upload random pictures... yep. XD

Durrrrr @#$%

Courtney that would be just terrible ( if you get what im talking about) So i wrote a big long journal about ALOT of stuff and it was pretty interesting if i do say so myself and i clicked the publish thing and the page refreshed and said that i didnt enter anything in my journal :( that happens to me all the time and i can never remember what i wrote or am just to lazy it really pisses me off but yeah anyways oh and court did you check for a picture???

Youre Joking Right?

Theres a point in you life

When you get tired of chasing

Everyone and trying to fix everything

But its not giving up...

Its realizing that you dont need

Certain people, bullshit,

And the drama they bring.

HEDLEY

Hedley concert last night was pretty good....i got autographs and all that stuff. Jake was singing the wrong words. I was two people from the front when hedley came on and some chick tried to beat me up and before that i thought i was going to pass out so i freaked out and i had to get out of the mosh pit. So it was boring for a while because i had to sit by the doors and the security lady gave me water and stuff then she tried to talk to me....it was strange. But anyways....haha when the Daniel Wesley Band came on this reallly super tall guy was standing in front of me and i couldnt see anything. And he decided to jump up and down and his belt got stuck to mine and he didnt even notice lol. And he kept bounncing on my toes it hurt....i almost fell asleep on his back...wow that was strange of me to say...but ya. The Reallly Super Tall Guy's friend who was kinda cute i guess kept talking to me and it was funny. But anyways i cant really remember anything else important that happened.... XD i had lots of fun..!

Cold,

Mmkay so Courtney said she thinks she needs a vacation from here and ya no what i agree. I think that i just need to leave. Fuck. Everyone around here is so dramatic about everything its just fucking bullshit all people can talk about is other people and what going on in their lives.. like oh my god did you see what that person was wearing and omg so and so did this and that with someone. Like just get a live. Okay i understand tthat its everywhere but when people blame other people for the reason they cant talk about anything but their so called "friends" behind their backs like come on people. And im sorry if this doesn make much sense. But i cant really find the words to explain how i feel about whats going on. Lalala i just really need to go somewhere....im never talking about anyone again...not that i did much before....but ya..

Mr Axford thinks im jaded, Ms A thinks im a genius, Ms Mac thinks im a fricken comedian, and all my other teachers think im retarded or something.

To tell the truth i dont think im any of those things.... im just a kid trying to get through high school so i can leave.

Changing the World

Oh um ya i forget now.....

We went shopping today... We being I Kailey and Courtknee with Tasha. I had 130 dolloars or something and came home with $0 i do not no how that happened. I bought two shirts, two pairs of boxers, and a cd....so where'd my money go.... :S

Anyways im just really bored since im home alone for the weekend i cant even talk to my mom....or brother for that matter..and kailey and courtknee left me...so ya im stuck sitting here i had the tv on for company at one point but some how its not on anymore wow i just noticed that....FREAKY. Its rather chilly in here perhaps from the fan over top of me? And the cat is sleeping behind me TEEHEE i can here him snoring..I think im slowly going crazy..could that be such a bad thing? No i dont think so. Ya know we watched across the universe last night and i wish i lived then so i could be a part of the revolution....ya i really do. I want to change the world. How could I do that? Hmmm i feel soo small not like size wise but yeah ya no? I dont feel like theres anything i can do..

Well for now i shall stick to um.. sitting here like a piece of cheese on the moon... Yep